JoY
09-25-2007, 02:19 PM
but it sure breaks my heart to think about it.
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/europe/article1599941.ece
this is where I've come my whole life, at least two times a year. to see it in the media, in the Netherlands aswel as abroad, was awkward, a bit funny & yet completely saddening. I know many worse things happen. I can't really justify being a spoiled brat.
my grandfather bought a small wooden house in this area about 40 years ago, after the war. I assume he was looking for that one place that stayed loyal to its promises, that stayed far away from all the absurdity going on in the world, & found it in Switzerland, though he already belonged in the Netherlands after his history here & after the shelter he found here, when he had to flee from Köln. it became my grandparents' second house & I believe it was also exactly what my grandmother needed after having to break with her parents who were with the NSB/SS, because she secretly married a Jew in times of war.
this place kind of became an old friend of mine that allowed me to peek into my grandparents' history, in which they allowed almost no one. well, facts they shared, but that's not the same. it became my history. & now it's literally worthless, given away for free. it's a statement, sure, & original at it, special, like the place always is. but the Erner Galen disappearing just breaks my heart.
& no, I have no lj that I use, & yes, this is something I needed to share.
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/europe/article1599941.ece
this is where I've come my whole life, at least two times a year. to see it in the media, in the Netherlands aswel as abroad, was awkward, a bit funny & yet completely saddening. I know many worse things happen. I can't really justify being a spoiled brat.
my grandfather bought a small wooden house in this area about 40 years ago, after the war. I assume he was looking for that one place that stayed loyal to its promises, that stayed far away from all the absurdity going on in the world, & found it in Switzerland, though he already belonged in the Netherlands after his history here & after the shelter he found here, when he had to flee from Köln. it became my grandparents' second house & I believe it was also exactly what my grandmother needed after having to break with her parents who were with the NSB/SS, because she secretly married a Jew in times of war.
this place kind of became an old friend of mine that allowed me to peek into my grandparents' history, in which they allowed almost no one. well, facts they shared, but that's not the same. it became my history. & now it's literally worthless, given away for free. it's a statement, sure, & original at it, special, like the place always is. but the Erner Galen disappearing just breaks my heart.
& no, I have no lj that I use, & yes, this is something I needed to share.