i need some help

[yulka]

well, i made this post so i can tell you what's going on in my life, because i need help, or at least someone who to talk this with, because i feel really bad

i had a girlfriend, cause she's not anymore
she was just kicked by her parents just last night
and she called me several times to tell me what happened
but i didn't answer, my mom just had a "ladies night out" and she was drunk
and i had to take care of her

so some hours ago, i logged in to my msn
and she fucked me up
she said she was hurt for what i did
and she doesn't want to talk to me anymore, nor even see me
i tried to explained it to her, but she wouldn't listen
she said it's over and she doesn't want to see me anymore
she hates me now

i don't know what to do
i'm so fucked up
why love hurts so much?
why my fucking mom thinks she's a teenager and goes out?!!
i knew all this, because i was talking with another friend
and she told me that my ex,as i wasn't there for her
came into her arms, and now they're together
so i just lose a friend, and a girlfriend
she fucked me too for leaving her alone
she even dared to say i cheated on her!!!!

now i don't know what to do
i don't know what to feel
i want to talk with somebody
but everyone's full of shit
now i understand why they say "trust no one, no one's your friend"
i feel that, because i loved her so much
more than i ever loved someone
but that's what you get when you let your heart win

sorry for making this so long
thanks for listenting

[Rag Doll]

I'm sorry all this happened.

But this girl seems to have a lot of her own problems, because of her family life (if what she is saying is true and I am understanding you correctly). She also does not seem to be someone you'd want as a girlfriend if she'd break up with you so easily and just....lack any understanding whatsoever.

[Conspiracyof1000]

Oh wow...
I really don't know what to say. That's horrible.
The only bit of advice is that eventually, it'll blow over. But the moment that it happens, it hurts more than anything ever hurt before. I don't know why people give so little thought to emotional pain, it's the worst. And seriously, how old is your mom? Shouldn't she be taking care of you?
I've got shit going on too, but I didn't start a thread in fear that people would simply chew me out. I respect you for doing this.
I'm sorry if that wasn't helpful.

[yulka]

man, thanks and also rag doll
thank you for even reading this
it means much to me

you're right, emoltional pain is the worst
it kills you from the inside

this is a free forum
you should be able to post what's happening in your life
do it man
i support you